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Tuesday, April 2, 2019

Book Release-Review & Giveaway: THIS IS NOT A LOVE STORY by Suki Fleet



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Length: 96,000 words approx.
Cover Design: Aaron Anderson


Blurb

When fifteen-year-old Romeo's mother leaves one day and doesn't return, he finds himself homeless and trying to survive on the streets. Mute and terrified, his silence makes him vulnerable, and one night he is beaten by a gang of other kids, only to be rescued by a boy who pledges to take care of him.

Julian is barely two years older than Romeo. After running away from an increasingly violent homelife, he makes some difficult choices and ends up selling himself on the street to survive. Taking care of Romeo changes him, gives him a purpose in life, gives him hope, and though he tries to be strong and keep his troubles with drugs behind him, living as they do is slowly destroying him, and he begins to doubt he can be strong enough.

This is the story of their struggle to find a way off the streets and stay together at all costs. But when events threaten to tear them apart, Romeo knows he must find the strength within himself to help Julian (and not let their love story turn into a tragedy).


Carra's Review

This book is without a doubt one of the most emotionally difficult books I’ve ever read.  I’m going to warn you right up front—this is a million leagues opposite of light reading.  It is actually distressing, upsetting, and at times frankly disturbing, but even given all that there is the tiniest glimmer of hope too.  But just so you know?  I was a blubbering, tear-streaked mess from about 20% in until the very end.  But I’ll still recommend this book to anyone who thinks they can handle it…just be prepared for a beyond disconcerting look at what goes on away from your own cozy, safe homes.

The author paints a graphic picture of life on the streets, and while this story is set in London it could represent anywhere (a fact that is dismaying in itself).  The writing style is expressive and made me feel like I was fully enveloped in the setting.  Romeo’s plight—and by extension Julian’s—is laid fully bare and in such a way that it is impossible not to feel for them both…along with almost every other person in their situation.  It’s plainly illustrated how their innocence has been unequivocally stripped, and how once one gets to the point they have that it’s an unforgiving vicious cycle to try to break free.

Even give their bleak situation, there is still a tenderness between Romeo and Julian that slowly presents itself, even amongst their desperation.  Their story is NOT a romance in any traditional sense; you’re just hoping that they’re going to make it from one day to the next.  No, that is not an exaggeration.  

You might think that with such a dark, emotional, disquieting read that it might negatively affect my opinion of the book.  You’d be dead wrong though—this story is overwhelming and powerful, and while I may now be all puffy-faced and wishing I owned stock in a tissue company, this was a 5-stars-is-not-enough read for me, and has made it onto my Top Recommendations list.


I would highly recommend you’re in the right frame of mind before starting this book; you’ll need to be prepared for a lot of darkness.  While there is finally a point of relief, it’s going to take you about 98% of the way to get there.  If you’re ready for that kind of weighty story, then definitely add this one to your library.  And if you weren’t tipped off by my review, this book is meant for readers 18+ for adult language, sexual content, drug use, and a very frank look at life on the streets.


About the Author

Award Winning Author. Prolific Reader (though less prolific than she'd like). Lover of angst, romance and unexpected love stories.

Suki Fleet writes lyrical stories about memorable characters, and believes everyone should have a chance at a happy ending.

Her first novel This is Not a Love Story won Best Gay Debut in the 2014 Rainbow Awards, and was a finalist in the 2015 Lambda Awards.




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Monday, January 16, 2017

Review & Giveaway: LIGHT UP THE DARK by Suki Fleet

Light Up The Dark - Suki Fleet


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Cover Design: Natasha Snow



Blurb

For two years Nicky has wandered the dark empty corridors of the overgrown Thorn Hall, unseen and untouched, feeling like a ghost. His only company, the cold man who promised to keep him safe from harm, Lance.

But when Lance dies, Nicky's assurance of safety disintegrates and his world suddenly becomes a lot more real and a lot more dangerous. Scared to leave the house, Nicky longs for daylight. He employs a gardener to clear the over-grown bushes and vines that have nearly swallowed Thorn Hall whole.

The last thing Nicky expects a little light to do is show him something to fight for.

Eighteen months in a young offenders' institute has taught Cai two things: he occupies the playful puppy end of the How Dangerous Are You? spectrum, and he has an unfortunate knack for being in the wrong place at the wrong time.

Desperate for a job, he takes the first offer he gets. Even though Thorn Hall creeps the hell out of him and he barely knows one end of a pair of garden shears from the other.

Things start to fall apart when Cai is drawn into Nicky's strange world of sticky notes and secrets. Cai finds he is now a target, blamed for a crime he didn't commit. Desperate not to go back to prison, he digs deep and risks all the good things in life to help Nicky run.

But now Nicky has someone he wants to protect, he knows he can't run any more.



Carra's Review

You know, when I first started this story I was just expecting a shut-in being coaxed out of his shell with a bit of drama when things from the past creep in.  What I got was a heck of a lot more complicated, dark and twisted…along with drama, tension, and suspense.

Cai was wonderful with such a calm, even manner and exceedingly understanding and compassionate.  You can’t help but feel sorry for his situation, particularly late in the story after the major climactic scenes have taken place.  Nicky is quite the opposite of Cai—he’s high-strung, short-tempered and probably should have “handle with care” tattooed across his forehead.  He is utterly broken thanks to events from his past, things he still can’t shake even after the threat is supposedly gone.  Cai is the perfect one to balance Nicky out, and the two of them together define the word “complementary”.  Getting to the point of them actually being together?  That’s one crazy, bump-filled road.

This story did move a bit slowly at times for me, making it feel a bit drawn out which did try my patience some.  The exceptionally deranged villains of this story were almost too much, but they definitely ratcheted up the turmoil and took the crazy train to unprecedented levels of depravity.  Certain aspects of what they have done were definitely stomach-turners, and the fact that they were constantly on the edges of Nicky and Cai’s world were enough to keep the tension at a constantly high level—meaning even with the slower pace of the story, I was still riveted to the pages.

The highly emotional nature of Nicky and Cai’s relationship does lead to quite a few intense scenes, physical and otherwise.  And once I read the final chapter, I was quite willing to forgive that slower pace of the story…because the two of them coming together at first in that final scene was packed with that intensity and made everything worth it.


4 stars for Light Up the Dark, and I’d recommend this story to M/M romantic suspense fans who can handle some details that are more than a bit disturbing regarding the bad guys.  Be prepared for some unsettling things, but also be prepared for some powerful hurt/comfort between the main characters.  This story is meant for readers 18+ for adult language, M/M sexual content, and some scenes of a disconcerting nature.



Author Bio


Award Winning Author. Prolific Reader (though less prolific than she'd like). Lover of angst, romance and unexpected love stories.

Suki Fleet writes lyrical stories about memorable characters, and believes everyone should have a chance at a happy ending.

Her first novel This is Not a Love Story won Best Gay Debut in the 2014 Rainbow Awards, and was a finalist in the 2015 Lambda Awards. 







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Tuesday, January 3, 2017

New Release-Excerpt & Giveaway LIGHT UP THE DARK by Suki Fleet

Light Up The Dark - Suki Fleet


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Cover Design: Natasha Snow



Blurb

For two years Nicky has wandered the dark empty corridors of the overgrown Thorn Hall, unseen and untouched, feeling like a ghost. His only company, the cold man who promised to keep him safe from harm, Lance.

But when Lance dies, Nicky's assurance of safety disintegrates and his world suddenly becomes a lot more real and a lot more dangerous. Scared to leave the house, Nicky longs for daylight. He employs a gardener to clear the over-grown bushes and vines that have nearly swallowed Thorn Hall whole.

The last thing Nicky expects a little light to do is show him something to fight for.

Eighteen months in a young offenders' institute has taught Cai two things: he occupies the playful puppy end of the How Dangerous Are You? spectrum, and he has an unfortunate knack for being in the wrong place at the wrong time.

Desperate for a job, he takes the first offer he gets. Even though Thorn Hall creeps the hell out of him and he barely knows one end of a pair of garden shears from the other.

Things start to fall apart when Cai is drawn into Nicky's strange world of sticky notes and secrets. Cai finds he is now a target, blamed for a crime he didn't commit. Desperate not to go back to prison, he digs deep and risks all the good things in life to help Nicky run.

But now Nicky has someone he wants to protect, he knows he can't run any more.



Excerpt

Cai asked, “Want me to take you home?”

Nicky nodded.

The drive back was barely traumatic at all.

Cai pulled up in front of the house. The quiet when he turned the engine off was profound. Nicky wasn’t sure what broken impulse made him disturb it. “I didn’t know that was going to happen.”

“I kind of gathered that.” Cai turned in his seat but Nicky made no move to look at him. “I….” Cai took a deep breath. “You look like you need a hug but I also kind of want to keep all my limbs and, you know, most of my teeth. I’m not a big fan of pain of any sort, just so you know.”

Staring at his hands, Nicky snorted back a laugh, then scowled, annoyed that the sound had burst out of him before he could stop it.

Cai sat watching him, not moving.

“Stop staring at me, and get it over with, then,” Nicky huffed.

Even though he was expecting it, he still nearly leapt out of his skin when Cai’s big palm circled his shoulder.

Cai stopped. “You sure about—”

“Yes,” he hissed. “I’m just… sensitive to stuff sometimes.” That was an understatement. Closing his eyes, he held himself still and didn’t breathe as Cai’s arms came around him in the gentlest hug he’d ever experienced. He would not lean into it, nope, no chance. But he wanted to. He badly, badly wanted to.

After less than ten seconds, Cai began to move away. Nicky didn’t want that either. Gripping the front of Cai’s T-shirt, Nicky pulled him back. And Cai let himself be pulled.

Up close, Cai smelled of the inside of his van, of rain water, sex and sweat. He smelled ridiculously safe. Steady and strong, his heart thumped against Nicky’s shoulder as their bodies pressed awkwardly around the gearstick.

“One minute,” Nicky whispered, his grip tightening on the material in his fist.

“One minute,” Cai agreed.

They remained locked together until Nicky’s hand began to ache, and even Cai’s warmth couldn’t keep him from shivering in the chilly night air.

“Your van is draughty as hell,” Nicky murmured, holding his mouth open against the soft material of Cai’s top, even though it was in desperate need of a wash.

“It’s falling apart,” Cai agreed. “But it was cheap, and it runs on fresh air.” He shifted back a little and the scruff on his chin rubbed across Nicky’s ear. “I’m sorry things happened the way they did earlier. We should have probably just… done this.”

This would never have happened, though. The only reason it was happening now was because…. Nicky shook his head. He had no idea why they were doing what they were doing. “It’s been two years since anyone’s… touched me.” The words just came out. He wished he could swallow them back down. Saying them aloud made him feel empty and alone. He’d never been the most tactile person but, f*ck, he never imagined how much he’d miss being held.

Cai, of course, got the wrong end of the stick. “Two years without any… sex?”

“Is that all you think about?”

Cai tried to smile, but it didn’t reach his eyes. “No, not at all. The entire time I was in the YOI, holding someone like this would have been enough. I missed sex, obviously, but I missed cuddling more. Weird, eh?”

Nicky blinked at him, trying to figure him out. “So how long since you’ve f*cked around with someone?”

“Before today? More than eighteen months.” Now Cai was smiling. It made Nicky feel weird. Good weird. Really good weird. “No wonder we went too far if we were both kinda gagging for it.”

Gagging for it? Nicky rolled his eyes. Then he turned his head and met Cai’s gaze close up. “Was it too far?”

Looking shocked, but amused, Cai pulled away entirely. Nicky missed his warmth. Wanted to drag him back. “You confuse the hell out of me, you know.”

“Thought you’d have figured out by now that I’m kind of messed up.”

Dropping his head back down and sending a warm rush of breath tingling down Nicky’s spine, Cai murmured, “Thought you’d have figured out by now that I don’t care what you think you are. I like you too much.”

A soft knock on the passenger window made them both jump.

Adrenaline surged through Nicky’s veins and instinctively he ducked and dragged Cai down with him into the foot well. Slinging his arm over Cai’s head, he readied himself to shield them from a blow that didn’t come.

“It’s okay. It’s okay. It’s Loz.” Cai pushed himself upright.

Heart still racing, Nicky loosened his grip on Cai’s T-shirt and turned.

Face pressed up against the window, Loz looked between them and grinned like a satisfied fox. Oh, perfect. Just perfect.


Author Bio

Award Winning Author. Prolific Reader (though less prolific than she'd like). Lover of angst, romance and unexpected love stories.

Suki Fleet writes lyrical stories about memorable characters, and believes everyone should have a chance at a happy ending.

Her first novel This is Not a Love Story won Best Gay Debut in the 2014 Rainbow Awards, and was a finalist in the 2015 Lambda Awards.





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